Didn’t really plan it this way

So having to say yes to some things and no to others.
Yes to starting my rewrite and revamp of a project.  This feels good.
Saying No to wedding planning and all the hoopla around that.
This doesn’t feel good anymore for various reasons.
Carving out a little more peace and a little more creativity.  Kevin was right, we should have eloped.  But then again, no one would have been very happy with us about that.  So reminding myself that this will happen, everything will go according to plan, people will show up and ultimately, we will be married by the end of the night. 
Which is what I want.  And what I’m saying yes to.  Because of many things but this is one of them.